I attempt to be transparent most of the time in this blog as I want to be able to relate to the people who choose to read it. So for the last few months I have been hanging out with this man. We have no title, we are just friends. Unfortunately, the timing has been off as far as where I am in my relationship goals and where he is... I decided to hang out with him because at the time of our introductions I wasn't attached and I was craving the company of someone. He fell right into place. The friendship has been amazing.
Without all the complications of having a title (boyfriend/girlfriend) I have allowed this friendship to develop naturally and I find myself loving this man. Technically I do love him based on the definition:
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
Now how do I deal with this since we have clearly defined our friendship as just a friendship? It is difficult. Love is a strong and powerful emotion. It can make me vulnerable and open to get emotional hurt, especially when the feeling isn't mutual. I am just going to continue to go with the flow and keep telling myself that we are just friends.
Oh well just some early morning ramblings...
Peace and Blessings